Everything December Holds in Store!

It's the first day of the month and the last day of the year. This month should be an interesting one...

Oh Yea!!!

- My mom's birthday on the 22nd and she turns a significant age.
- One of my favorite Auntie's Birthday is tomorrow.
- No DUUUHHHHH, Christimas!!!
- My munchkin turns 3- on Christmas Eve- hehe...the ex's little brother. Luvs him :)

Not so hot!!!
-It's the holidays. Either I'm gonna be really happy or really depressed I'm shooting for happy

- My ex's birthday is in a week and I know imma be thinking of it until then.

- Semester wraps up, and this is when things get CRAZY!!!

....Oh December!

REVISED 10 MINS AFTER POSTING!!!
Bump the effin' negatives. I'm so tired of crying, stressin, making a damn fool of myself...over someone who is happy as shit with their new life. Moving onward!!!

Some Crazy Shit!!!!!!!

Okay so as you may all know, I have this ex boyfriend- you know the one I always write about. Anyhow, before when I am at work I always have my BlackBerry in my pocket. Sometimes I would pull it out and see that my phone called him. Theeennnnn... I would be super upset because I didn't want him to think I wanted to talk to him.

So....I decided to delete his number all together and even put my phone on lock so it wouldn't make any calls unless I put in my password. Here goes the story:

Today I'm at work and once again had my phone in my pocket. I take it out and OMG i called him again. EXCEPT...it wasn't even his name it was just the number dialed like 111-111-1111(demo #). Mind you, I haven't called him since july 4th, to get the blues, and I texted him about 3 weeks ago to attempt to get the blues again.

Therefore, his number was no where in my phone, no text or nothing.
So how did it dial its self?

Then he text me like:
him: did you call me just now?
Me: yea, my bad...phone was in my pant
him: ok.

SMH

Some crazy shit right?
What ya'll think?