PREGUNTA?

WHY { INSERT CURSE WORD } are men not consistent?

Shit is mad annoying. It's like you meet a girl, try ya best to get her attention, do this do that, wife her, and then...SPLAT the excitment of it all is over. It's just all so fake to me. People will say whatever the hell they gotta do to get with ya ass and once they got you, that's it. Yo I'm tired of being the nice girlfriend to EVERYONE!!!! I see it over and over again, bitches get what they want and nice girls like myself...we get taken for granted...sigh

UGHHHH!!!!

Happy Happy Birthday Baby!

LMFAO....so I guess it's a good thing, that as I listen to this song, I laugh. It doesn't despress me at all. I think this kind of behavior warrnts us dropping that 4% to a 3% huh. Maybe not. But Still...

It's the ex's birthday. Surely not gonna call, text, IM, facebook, myspace, or any other form of communication. So i guess I'll vent wanting to say Happy Birthday here in Blog Land.
Happy Birthday Loser...Hope you choke on Birthday Cake!!!

Callin' all My Advice Bloggers!!!! :)

Alrighty. I didn't wanna do this, but I just had to. Even changed the URL for my blog so some people who don't have blogs can't find it.

Anyhow, here goes. I've been seeing this guy for almost 2 months now right. I never said anything to you guys because I didn't wanna jinx it.

We met, he offered his number, i declined. He took mine, called me a few times, I never replied. Finally did, and we've been cool ever since. So over the last two months we pretty much see each other almost everyday. Like he is always at my house. I never bring people home because I don't like them to meet my mom, but I guess I did because I started to really like him. My friends like him, my mom likes him, met his dad, he likes me, cool with his friend. So I'm thinking things are progressing.

When we did meet, I do remember mentioning, "I don't want a boyfriend," because that was the state of mind I was in at the time. But then, I started to really like him a lot. I even thought he was boyfriend material. But I know it's still new so I don't wanna push it.

I'm in NY right now, leaving for school in 2 days (school is 1.5 hrs away so not a problem), and I feel like he's been acting a bit differently. So the other night I'm talking to him, and I ask him how much on a scale from 1-10 does he like me and he says a 7. So I'm thinking, "a 7!!! WTF, I'm felling him like a 9." So we're talking about it last night again, and he is still on this seven bullshit.

I ask him, "does it bother you when you ask me questions like this?" and he goes, "well no but a little because it's obvious that you like me more than I like you."
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is what I'm thinking. First off, don't assume how I feel. Granted it might be true, but how do you really say something like that?!

& I'm thinking, okay. You're the one over here all the time, calling my mom Mommy and shit, all in my best friend's face, chillin' with me, doing stuff together, and now you're acting brand new just a little bit.

I'm telling you man. Dudes just don't know how to act. So I was type upset & after that convo straight deleted his number out my phone. But honestly it's not because I hate him or anything, I think it's just because I do like him.

What do you guys think? HELP!!!!

U Guys Know That Ice Cube Song, "Today Was a Good Day"...

Quite the contrary over here in Bk. Today was the worst. I don't know if it's just me PMSing or it's just this temper I sometimes have, but today just pissed me off.

For the most part I would say it was credited to my bestfriends. I have this saying, "don't let people take control of your emotions" but it usually applies to guys and I didn't think I would have to use it on my bestfriends.

Two of my bestfriends really hurt me this weekend. One more than the other. I love them so I really don't want to put them on blast but this i do have to say...

Everyone knows I'm a planner, don't stand me up. When you do that you throw off my entire day. In addition, it's selfish to just string someone along and then never show. I wasted my entire Sunday-today- for this very same reason.

Next, if we're bestfriends you're suppose to have my back...not drop me for the crew. Don't make special plans with me and then not give a damn about me leaving me out in the cold. I would never do it to you because friends stick up for each other and don't shun their friends.

Besides that stuff, I'm a Temple Girl...Go OWLLLSSS OUCH!!!!

this is my favorite Temple T-shirt.

I was cleaning my house tonight & this is what it currently looks like...



Aww man...I know it's not a big deal, but I really liked it-being pink and all. I guess I'm just extra upset about it because it's been an upsetting day.

So to wrap it up I guess I'ma just mark it as...

Just 1 of them days!!!





How was your sunday?