Emailing Is Da New Craze Gurl, Try It!!!

You guys won't believe this BS. I have a sat morning 9am class. I take the subway to school, NYC ya know.

My train was super messed up today. It usually takes me 25 mins to school, today it took me an hour and 10mins.

WHY IS CLASS CANCELED???

Has home girl never heard of emailing? I could have been asleep for at least an additional 4 hrs. And to top it off, I switched with a bunch of people at work today because I wanted to go in right after class. Now I have two hrs of nothing to do. Can't even do shopping. Stores do not open at 9am.

Anyhow, its whateva. My outing yesterday with the bestie was the best. Awesome times, can't wait until her birthday which is in less than 2 weeks. Woop Woop :)
Happy Saturday ya'll :)

The Run Down

I've been gone for 2 whole weeks and have missed you guys like CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! Don't even know where to start, but I guess school would be good.

As you guys know I'm not at Temple this semester but I am taking two classes while I am at home, just to keep my brain active ya know. I love my business management class, makes me wanna smack my ill equip managers every time I see them SMH. Philosophy is CRAZZZZYY, truly gives you lots to think about. I like that class a lot. Speaking of managers though, work is crraazzzy, can you guys tell that's my new word.

Life at Club Monaco I tell ya. Managers are getting fired left, right, and center. I hate having to adjust to new bosses who obviously don't know your needs. Thank God I'm dipping out just in time because...

I've got a 4:40 PM flight out of this bitch of an ice box called NY. Yes, my lovelies, I'm going to GA today and super excited about it :) My daddy is graduating from a medical program, sooooo proud of the man, he's worked soooo hard over the last four years. his graduation is tomorrow so I'm making my way on down. Excited to see him, my family, and my God sister. Best part though the weather there is in the 70's It's gonna be 75 tomorrow and 77 on Sat....CRAZZZZYYYYY lol. Can't wait, especially for the awesome food. Speaking of food though...

I've been eating A LOT of it lately. I can just feel my ass and thighs getting bigger, but i must say...I likey hehe.

Biggest news of all though, 2 things. I'm starting a magazine, it's something I've been wanting to do for about 2 yrs now but finally feel inspired enough to do it. I'll be launching it as a website so you guys can look out for that sometime in the spring. Other news, I've got a boyfriend now. He's awesome and I'm super excited about him. I guess I'm super excited about a lot these days huh!

See that smile on my face? It's a niccee genuine one :)

That's everything summed up in a nutshell, will be sure to go into details on a few things next time around. Off to your blogs I go :)

P.S. Yes everyone, i did see the google sign for Dr Seuss' birthday. Super wanted to blog that day just to share it hehe.

Where have I Been You Ask?

...Here, there, and everywhere! School has started as you guys know. The professors are major coolzz and the topics are fun. Just not looking forward to the test. As an English major, I write papers. Test taking isn't really my thing :/


Works okay, I get the hours I need to pay my bills.

Mystery guy is blowing my mind, ♥ him. We've been spending a lot of time together and he makes me really happy. That's all you get :)

Speaking of Mystery Guy after we watched the Super Bowl on Sunday, Poor Cardinals, we also watched my new favorite Sunday night show, Joel Osteen.

Sunday he simply spoke of how we limit ourselves when we really shouldn't. Don't stay in the well when you can venture into the pond, lake, river, or even Ocean :)He advices that we should stretch our faith. It's simple, if your vision increases, your ability to receive increases.
Pretty good words huh!
I'm out!

A Grown Up Kinda Day

So my day yesterday went went well. I wrapped everything up and went back to my house in an attempt to hide out from the 6 degree NYC weather. I swear, I think my brain is frozen, I hate it.I've always been a summer girl, so I'm officially starting my countdown to summer and their is only 4 months to go in my book.

I accomplished a good 99 percent of the things I wanted to do yesterday though, so that's good. The girl actually liked the apartment so now I don't have to worry about that anymore, just getting into school, which gives me extremely heavy boots.

I met up with my bff like I said I would, and it was nice catching up. Her newly married life has kept her kind of busy and we don't ever see each other anymore. So, over extremely cheap Thai food we had lunch and caught up. It was pretty good. We made a promise to try and do something together at least once per month :-)

Well my lovelies. I think I will wrap this up now. I'm out and about in the freezing ass city again, you think I would have learned my lesson from yesterday.

What are your plans for this weekend?

The Desire!

God will never give you the desire with out the ability.



I love how all my quotes are coming into use. So remember I told you guys I had important news to share with my mom. Well I told her.

As you guys know, I attend Temple U in Philly. My financial aid from last year SUCKED. Therefore, fall semester my bill got out of hand. I still owe my school that money. So in order to go back this semester, I would have to pay that obscene amount off and then still have to pay the same thing for Spring semester. so...

I decided to take the semester off :(

God knows it's something I don't want to do, because I LOVE school. However, since I live in NYC I was thinking during the months off while I get my bill together, there is lots of things I could do. Like find an internship, work on my writing, and work on a SPECIAL PROJECT :) , tell you guys more about that later.

But like I said, "God will never give you the desire without the ability," and luckily he has given me the ability to be resourceful. My Uncle is a professor at a CUNY here in NY. So instead of going back to Temple this semester, hopefully I can take classes at his college, save myself about $8,000, and not have to take the semester off. I would be in NY and able to still do an internship and work.

I'm so excited that things SEEEEM to be working out. Those of you who believe in prayer, please say one for me. I'd appreciate it. I really want to do my thing, and be done with school. It's sad that in our society today, a person can't even go to school when they want to...

Keep Your Fingers Crossed Guys

He said...

... You're the kind of women I want to represent me.

Someone said that to me, can't tell ya'll who hehe, and I thought it to be the sweetest thing I've ever heard. hmmm...

Anyway, I'm just here trying to get by. It's been a loooong week. Trying to wrap up school and it's no joke. 2 presentations, 3 test, four 10 page papers, and two 5 pagers. Man I hardly ever curse but

It's like professors really believe their class is ya world. Why would one person assign a final paper, exam, and presentation. Selfish!!!

Hopefully, I can get some of that done this weekend although I work everyday. I wanna see my bestfriend as well, miss her. Guess we have to see how that goes.

On a brighter note though... I'm about to start on my Christmas List. I love Christmas, don't know where I'm getting these presents from, but hey..I believe in this guy
LOL

off to your blogs I go!!!

A.M. Has Reached Her 100th!!!!

1st and foremost it's my:


Woop woop. go meeee!!! Can't believe I've been with you guys 4 quite sometime now. Thank you all for coming through everytime you do and supporting my thoughts, adventures, trials, and woes :)

Special shout outs to Ms. Karrie B, she was sort of my inspirtation for doing a blog. I really enjoyed hers and thought, "I too may be good at this...in my own way."

Other dedicated readers such as my sissy Sexxy luv, Andre, Ms. Lovely, P.Y.T., alwaysz, Taryn, KMX, Eb, P.N., I can't compain, Stephen...the list def goes on- you are my blog.(feel like I'm accepting an award hahahA) If I didn't have you guys to reflect upon my thoughts here in blog land, it all just wouldn't be complete.

Here's to lots more post!!!

Moving on to the nexxt:


As u guys may have noticed I've been kinda mia for a bit. I've been around your
blogs and all, just haven't done that much with mine. Sure I've made post on
beyonce, songs I'm currently jamming too, & crazy psycho girl, but those are all
of the externals, what I like to call, a lil fluff.

You see, over the last two weeks,I haven't quite been myself on and off. I feel
like I have no control over my life sometimes, and I've never liked that
feeling. My life pretty much consist of 3 aspects as of now. School, my job, and
family and friends. A 4th aspect usta be somewhere in there, but he no longer exist.

So let's see how its really been:

School- its one of those things that's solely based on how I prepare myself. If
I BS my grades are average, if I do what I need to, they're hot. Simple right? I
need to stop the BSing then, because I am not average.

Work: Work is ugh. If you guys may not know, I work for Club Monaco, its kinda
been my gig through college. Helps to pay for my apt at school, supports and
spending habbit, and helps with my bills. Usually I work at my nyc location, but
go back to Philly's location when school starts. I've been back and I hate it.
Therfore, I've decide to venture into nyc every weekend since I'm more
comfortable there, but its been a bit of a hassle.

Friends and family: no problems there :) I love those guys the most, because they
love me the most. Yesterday I met up with my BFF-since I've been at school over
the last 3 weeks. We did some light shopping ( can't stop us when we're together
lol) had some thai for dinner, and ventured home on the sucky ole nyc subway
system. Been making a ton of new friends at school too...so its great.

the 4th aspect: Like I said before, no longer exist but it still does in my heart ugh. We shall dicuss in another post, just too much to get through.

But since I've been gone for a min, here's what I've been up to:


Playing with YOSHI!!! My roomie's doggie. ♥ him


beer with the guys next door YUCK!!! beer is gross


Which included beer pong...hehe


took a trip into the city the other day with a friend to this cool music store


They had cool old records :)


even visited this mosaic house. the guy built it all on his own, on South St. from TRASH


coool chair huh?


South St. Lots of fun...


... & food!!!


Went to a football game for school: Temple University (owls) vs. Ohio


the game was in support for Breast cancer, so it was a PINK out game. U know I was in there like swim wear because I'm a woman and I love pink!!


it was hella fun and these guys were hella funny, except for the Phillies red hats ugh. Bet u can pick me out in this picture lol


we were really cold- the roomie and I- but we can still smile :)


football booty LMAO

At the end of the night it was a fun game and we beat their ass allllllllll ova ESPN. WOOP WOOP!!!

It's what I've been up to!
Whew!!! that was a long one :)

Noooooooooooo! Not my BlackBerry!!

So I'm sitting here in British Literature blogging VIA my Blackberry. Speaking of my Blackberry, my boss knocked it off the table, cracked the screen in the corner, and knocked out the little ball that scrools. OMG!!! You guys know I almost had a heart attack. My phone is my life. Don't really wanna walk around with a cracked screen so I called T-mobile and they said-with insurance- I would have to pay130 dollars to get a new one. Really I don't think I should have to pay it especially since I didn't mess it up and I don't think I should have to look at the crack all day. Do you guys think I should call her up and be like, "ah yea, it cost 130 dollars to fix my phone, get on it!"? Besides that, I guess everything else is okay. Worked all weekend so I had no time for blogging. Now I'm back at school sitting in my 5th class for today. Hope to hear from you guys soon :)

A Day Off- What shall I do?

So today I have a day off and I've been up since about nine just blogging. Finally gonna make this post and then get up. Gotta do some things around the house. You know, laundry, cleaning, and then I'm off to chilling with the bestie. She text me this morning from work saying Solange is having a free concert today in NYC at 5 so we're gonna be in there like swim wear. I guess it's the closest I'm gonna get to Ms. Beyonce for a while :/lol

Need to look some internships up as well, so off I go. Be sure to tell you guys all about it later

MUAHZZZZ

Tues 2 Fri, wrapped up in 1 Post

Okay, I'm becoming a blogging delinquent. I think it's primarily due to me being a bit lethargic. But things have just been moving by so quickly. Come on, it's really August 3rd already. Where has the summer went? In a few weeks it'll be time for me to start off my Sr. year in college...Woop Woop.

So here goes a mini synopsis of Tues through Sat.

Tueday

It was my bestie's little sister's Birtday, Mariah, she turned 12. So we took her to Dylans candy bar:





Mariah's candy box she made!!!


The bestie & I with the chocolate bunny




Bestie & the B-day girl, her sister.


Big ass kid in a candy store hehe.


The B-day Girl & I


The stairs were actually made out of candy. Yum yum..Neva wanted to lick the ground more in my life LOL.

Then we went to California Pizza Kitchen..yum yum, the bestie bought her sister a Wii for her B-day & the day was a wrap :)

Wednesday

Went to work as usual then chilled with Mr. Perspective who I'm beginning to think isn't a perspective at all anymore. Oh welllzzz...

Thursday
Some more work where I was told my performance is slipping by our new boss of a week. Long ass story, won't even get into it. Just know, she needs to get like me.

Friday

IT'S PAY DAY BITCHES!!! that's always the best.

Saturday

What a long ass day. I went to work, bought some shoes:
No place to wear them to really, my bestfriend has them so I was like why not. Needed to buy something, you know retail therapy :)

Then...I came home and got ready for my grandpa's B-day party/mother's engagement party. Another long story don't ask.

I'll let the pictures do the talking:


Myself, gramps, and his wife.


Kisses for my mommy


Of course the bestie made it :)



My grandpa & I, ♥ him!


Me rockin his hat...hot righhhhtt?hehe

so I guess in short, the week was a REALLY GOOD ONE!
How have you been? :)

I'll be back!!!!

So I haven't posted for 3 days primarily because I didn't have anything to write about. Monday I was in a bad mood & I didn't feel like being negative on here. Tuesday was good but I was just tired, & yesterday I spent the day with my bestie & updating other sites, ie myspace and facebook. Gotta run to work right now. But I'll be back in the P.M. to share. Lots to tell u guys!
MUAHZZZ

Everything!

SO I haven't written in awhile because things have been kind of crazy. Probably way too much to write but here goes everything. Let's see. Different aspects of my life would include school, my job, family, friends, and the boyfriend. Believe it or not people, I'm having problems with EVERY aspect I just listed.

Let's start with school. Obviously it is the end of the semester and I am so backed up with work it's not even funny. Papers to write, finals to take, OMG when will it all end. I know, i know, it sounds like I'm complaining but after 3 yrs of college, I swear I never get use to this end of semester madness. But of course everything seems more difficult because...

The boyfriend is acting up. Yea, I'm putting it out there. Hey, we all have ways in which we express our feelings, and this just happens to be mine. After almost three years of the going back and forth he has decided this just isn't working. Isn't it crazy how it takes two people to get into the relationship but just one to get out of it? You have no say, how you feel doesn't matter. All you can do it accept the fact that the person you know deep down inside is meant for you, can't see the real truths. & the hardest part is after trying about 4 times to make things work you know the LOGICAL thing to do is to let go. That's what men do, think "logically." But it's difficult when your heart tells you, letting go isn't the way to go. It's all way too difficult. So...you folks could only understand the type of stress I'm under. & Really this seems to be ruining other parts of my life too...i.e. my job.

The other day because I was having a discussion with him about the relationship, I totally missed work which I thought would be okay at the time. I mean come on, I personally believe nothing at Club Monaco is more important than me doing what I think is more important for me. But not only that, my boss be trippin'. Yep I said it. That chick is crazy. She obviously thinks I'm not doing a good job there which is blowing my mind. I mean I did wonderfully on my appraisal, got a raise a month ago, but yet I'm not doing well. tsk tsk. It's okay though, I can handle her.

Oh yea, so I guess I exaggerated. My friends are the shit and I don't know where I would be without them :) and my family is quite the supportive bunch. I guess I just wanted to get it all out and hopefully I'll be back soon with more positive post.

On a brighter note, Happy Mother's Day to all of the mommies out there :)