Vegas...What a memory!

So I know I just posted a few moments ago, but I really like this song, feel like it's the story of my life...

Mariah Carey-I Stay in Love


I likey the video. You know why? You know why? because it was shot inVEGASSSS BABY!!!!

I almost screamed when I saw the fountains at the Bellagio at the beginning. & the video was shot at The Bank- 50's club , which was the 1st club I visited in Vegas. . It was our least favorite though

Ahh...the memories...

On another note: still can't believe she married that fool Nick Cannon. SMFHH

Beauty Good Morning!

Okay so, I'm walking to class this morning & my mommy calls me.

Mommy: beauty good morning
Me: Hi mommy
Mommy: On your way to class?
Me: yep! what cha doing?
Mommy: I had a dream about you last night... you were pregnant!
Me:(heart skips about 10 beats) ewww...gross.
Mommy: you coming home today?
Me: yea...maybe. I'll call u after class...
Mommy: okay, bye.

Alrighty, if I'd been behaving myself lately I'd have nothing to worry about...but since I haven't...SMH. I'm super paranoid about things like that, and since my mom brought it up, not I'm super scared ugh.

See what happens when you don't do what you're suppose to

A.M. Has Reached Her 100th!!!!

1st and foremost it's my:


Woop woop. go meeee!!! Can't believe I've been with you guys 4 quite sometime now. Thank you all for coming through everytime you do and supporting my thoughts, adventures, trials, and woes :)

Special shout outs to Ms. Karrie B, she was sort of my inspirtation for doing a blog. I really enjoyed hers and thought, "I too may be good at this...in my own way."

Other dedicated readers such as my sissy Sexxy luv, Andre, Ms. Lovely, P.Y.T., alwaysz, Taryn, KMX, Eb, P.N., I can't compain, Stephen...the list def goes on- you are my blog.(feel like I'm accepting an award hahahA) If I didn't have you guys to reflect upon my thoughts here in blog land, it all just wouldn't be complete.

Here's to lots more post!!!

Moving on to the nexxt:


As u guys may have noticed I've been kinda mia for a bit. I've been around your
blogs and all, just haven't done that much with mine. Sure I've made post on
beyonce, songs I'm currently jamming too, & crazy psycho girl, but those are all
of the externals, what I like to call, a lil fluff.

You see, over the last two weeks,I haven't quite been myself on and off. I feel
like I have no control over my life sometimes, and I've never liked that
feeling. My life pretty much consist of 3 aspects as of now. School, my job, and
family and friends. A 4th aspect usta be somewhere in there, but he no longer exist.

So let's see how its really been:

School- its one of those things that's solely based on how I prepare myself. If
I BS my grades are average, if I do what I need to, they're hot. Simple right? I
need to stop the BSing then, because I am not average.

Work: Work is ugh. If you guys may not know, I work for Club Monaco, its kinda
been my gig through college. Helps to pay for my apt at school, supports and
spending habbit, and helps with my bills. Usually I work at my nyc location, but
go back to Philly's location when school starts. I've been back and I hate it.
Therfore, I've decide to venture into nyc every weekend since I'm more
comfortable there, but its been a bit of a hassle.

Friends and family: no problems there :) I love those guys the most, because they
love me the most. Yesterday I met up with my BFF-since I've been at school over
the last 3 weeks. We did some light shopping ( can't stop us when we're together
lol) had some thai for dinner, and ventured home on the sucky ole nyc subway
system. Been making a ton of new friends at school too...so its great.

the 4th aspect: Like I said before, no longer exist but it still does in my heart ugh. We shall dicuss in another post, just too much to get through.

But since I've been gone for a min, here's what I've been up to:


Playing with YOSHI!!! My roomie's doggie. ♥ him


beer with the guys next door YUCK!!! beer is gross


Which included beer pong...hehe


took a trip into the city the other day with a friend to this cool music store


They had cool old records :)


even visited this mosaic house. the guy built it all on his own, on South St. from TRASH


coool chair huh?


South St. Lots of fun...


... & food!!!


Went to a football game for school: Temple University (owls) vs. Ohio


the game was in support for Breast cancer, so it was a PINK out game. U know I was in there like swim wear because I'm a woman and I love pink!!


it was hella fun and these guys were hella funny, except for the Phillies red hats ugh. Bet u can pick me out in this picture lol


we were really cold- the roomie and I- but we can still smile :)


football booty LMAO

At the end of the night it was a fun game and we beat their ass allllllllll ova ESPN. WOOP WOOP!!!

It's what I've been up to!
Whew!!! that was a long one :)

Crazy White Chick!

Some people are straight psycho. This woman claimed that a 6'4" Black man attacked her and carved a "B" into her face for being a John McCain supporter. Later on, authorities found inconsistencies on her story, polygraph tested her, and found out she was plain ole lying.

It's sad because untimely I guess she was being racist-why did she have to choose a black man?

& obviously she was trying to say that Black people are really radical when it comes to this particular election. However, in all actuality she is the crazy one for carving a B into her face and fabricating an entire story.

She gets a major thumbs down!!!

I've acknowledged it...

... My ♥ is displaced.

All in the Day of a College Senior!!!!

Much like Melville explains of Hawthorne, “transported by the bright gildings in the skies he builds over you but there is blackness of darkness beyonce.” Melville’s entire story is based upon...

Okay for 1 WTF is wrong with me? Incase you're wondering what the first paragraph is about, it's from my midterm take home exam. So I'm sitting here writing it, got done, was proof reading it, and BEYONCE's name pops up in the middle of the thing. I've got it bad...

...& this midterm has got me bad. You guys wouldn't believe the questions this guy made up. I think professors think if they give you a take home exam, they have to make it super ultra hard. It was such a drag. I had to wake up this morning, drag myself on campus -because if I do work at home it won't get done- and finish my test. But it's allllllllllll done now. WOOP WOOP!!!!

Speaking of being done, that was me last night. I would say I spent a good 3rd of the evening hovering over the toilet. My roomie, her boyfriend, and I decided to play Monopoly again, just this time with drinks. Before I knew it I was throwing shots back like crazy, ended up in my next door neighbors house with my robe ( he was throwing a party), left my blackberry there-WTF- went home, came back, noticed my phone "oh wow)!!! that's mine", had a who knows better spanish battle with a white boy- tore his ass up- gracias srta. Thomas, my favorita miestra hehe.

Flirted with a few boys, slept alone with the trash cane beside my bed, woke up, our apartment looked like shit. I do belive my head is still banging, but I'm gonna be okay.
All in the day of a college senior!!!

UGHHH!!!!! I can't take it anymore!

So as you guys all know the Philles won the game last night. This shit is ridiculous & these people are alllll fucking crazy. Last night after they won the game, they went crazy and had riots all over town. I mean you didn't see us jumping on cars and shit after we won the super bowl. I guess that shit happens when you suck and U haven't won a national league championship since 1993. LOSERSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! They get mad when people say their crazy, but really the shit is true.

Niggas go arrested and shit after the game, 18 of them cause they don't know how to act. An additional 4 arrested for assulting police officers.

On to the World Series they go. Hopefully, they won't. I promise I'm not being a hater but OMG it's just a baseball game.

Wanna hit the NYC so bad right now

P.s. I tried finding pics of the crazy people going crazy but the news here just show the civilized fans which is like 10.

I can't Believe it!

Nothing really to share today-well actually a lot to share- but not enough time to get into ALLLLLL of my feelings. So for today I'm opting for a song.

Found this somewhere. I really like Jojo. She's a dope chick & her voice is awesome for her age. Here she did a Female version to T-Pain's "I can't Believe it." It's pretty good. Check it out!



I think he want me ;-)

Happy Birthday 2 my #1 Guy

So Today is My Daddy's Birthday!!! Happy Birthday Daddy-o.

He turns 48 today, Sorry dad for putting you out there hehe.

Guys, my dad is super duper. He gives the best advice, I can talk to him just about everything, and I know that he will ALWAYS be there for me. I know some people have problems with depending on their dads but for me, like my girl Frenchie from Grease said, "the only man a girl can depend on is here daddy" & for me that's just about right.

I love you daddy & I hope your special day turns out to be just as special as you are!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

...Cause You're Just a Boy!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes I'm really screaming & this really made my day.

I don't think I've explained enough to you guys how much I'm in love with Beyonce. I'm all about the guys but I swear her and I are gonna get married one day and have 10 kids lol.

Needless to say, I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO excited that she is back. Her two songs out right now, I likey. "If I were a Boy" B girl, I feel you on that one. If only they could be put into our shoes for just one day.

Then there is "Single Ladies Put a Ring on it."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EpMs7_Sa9KM

All I gotta say is, "don't be mad once you see that he want it" LOL gotta love this girl.

But on to the best part:

Beyonce- If I were a Boy (official Video)



I'm so happy that she did it this way because people were already hating. Why is she biteing of Ciara???vblah blah blah. Don't even know why they bothered because Beyonce and Ciara are def not even in the same category.

With that being said...Things i like most about the video:

1) Unlike Ciara's "Like a Boy" She wasn't literally, physicallyy a boy, she just delivered the actions and mind state of a guy.

2) How she sill managed to get her sexiness in there LOL...Did you see my girl in the locker room...hehe She was still feminine, dominant, and straight sexy :)

3) When the roles switched back( the conversation they had back at the house)...smooth transition.
But enough about what I think, what how do you guys like the video? I promise I won't bite your heads off too much lol :)

Gettin' Carrie-d Away!!!

YAY!!!! This is what my Saturday night consists of:

Dominoes Pizza, Sex and the City, & freakin’ ibuprofen 400MG. I have this killer pack pain so I had to pass on my night out with my girlfriends

I'm cool with it though. The ibuprofen is making me sleepy anyhow.

BUT WAIT!!!! WTF!!!! Why is my DVD skipping? I just took it out the wrapper and it's my first time watching & my dvd player is new. Best Buy here I come tomorrow. Shit is unacceptable.

Hope you guys are enjoying ya sat night out. Drink enough liquor for meeeee
MUAHZZZ

Wanna Play Monopoly???

So it's Friday night and I have not a thing to do. I went to work today, but my heels were killing my back so once I got home I ate, and hit the sack. Woke up around 8, and thought, In my 21st yr of life on a Fri. i really don't have shit to do!!! SMH So the room mate, her boyfriend, and I decided to play Monopoly.

It was actually fun. I lost but hey it still kept me busy for awhile. Nothing else to do so I think I'm gonna order some Dominoes and call it a night.

Hopefully you fine people are out having a much better time than me.

What are you doing tonight?

WTF!!!! What up pimpin????

I'm back sooner than I expected after my post today. Is this what my life has amounted to...guy approaching me with, "what up pimpin?" Do I look like I deserve such greetings? Do I? DAMN!!!

I'm sitting on my university's libray steps and this dude(yes I'm abouut to put him on blast)...

...addresses me with that BULLSHIT!
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. He was gross looking (and had the nerve to be singing too). I know that's mean but quite frankly like smokey said in Friday (luv that movie) I DONT GIVE A FUCK! Asking me dumb ass questions. I kept giving him one word answers and then he finally got the point and was like, "where are you from?" "Ny," I responded. HERE he gooes, "I can tell, you have an attitude."

DUDE WHATEVA!!! Jus cause I don't wanna talk to you doesn't mean I have an attitude and LADIES don't u just luv (well hate) it when a dude try to holla and because u played his ass he wants to all of a sudden be a hater. SMH

On a side note...FUCK THE PHILLies. I HOPE THEY LOOSE tonight. I'm tired of all these damn philly teams Eagles and all. I'm a NYer at heart and can't wait to get out of this whack ass state next yr when college is ova.
This LA journalist called it a "a dingy city" & that's what the hell it is.

In case you guys haven't noticed, I'm feelin' a bit agressive today.

1 Step At a Time!!!!!

So I'm walking home from school through whack ass north philadelphia and decided to blog in the process to avoid the whack ass men of north philadelphia. In the process, I look down at my kicks...

...& they're pretty fresh. Don't mind me, I'm not a sneaker girl at all. You guys remember what my shoe closet looked like, all shoes. But for some reason, I've been wearing sneakers all week..hmpph I'm changing...

well on to studying for my Victorian lit exam...

I've Found Myself...well at least 4 today.

I'm just a girl, but a new found WOMAN, truly enjoying life to the fullest. As I embark on my 21st yr of life, i know that my journey is just beginning so I've made a lot of changes. Changes of the mind and heart. I've learnt that, "everything you wants not meant to be," and "Just cause I love u and u love me, It doesn't mean that that we're meant to be." I know that people change, things happen and sometimes you just have to let it go. I know that friends come and go and somethings that's just the way it has to be. I'm convinced that in order to get where we want, we've got to put ourselves there. I've learnt that "you really don't deserve me." I know that, acceptance is the key & life goes on. I know that if you think this is about you, you're exactly who I finally see you to be. I know that "trouble ain't gon be here very day,"and I know that I'm stronger than you think I am. I'm finally happy :)

Noooooooooooo! Not my BlackBerry!!

So I'm sitting here in British Literature blogging VIA my Blackberry. Speaking of my Blackberry, my boss knocked it off the table, cracked the screen in the corner, and knocked out the little ball that scrools. OMG!!! You guys know I almost had a heart attack. My phone is my life. Don't really wanna walk around with a cracked screen so I called T-mobile and they said-with insurance- I would have to pay130 dollars to get a new one. Really I don't think I should have to pay it especially since I didn't mess it up and I don't think I should have to look at the crack all day. Do you guys think I should call her up and be like, "ah yea, it cost 130 dollars to fix my phone, get on it!"? Besides that, I guess everything else is okay. Worked all weekend so I had no time for blogging. Now I'm back at school sitting in my 5th class for today. Hope to hear from you guys soon :)

I'm Pregnant!!!

Lmfao...Jay kay, jay kay!!! Okay so I'm not really pregnant, but I was in my freaking dream I just woke up from. I did get cable today (woop woop) but I still had JUNO on DVD and I never got to watch it.


In the middle of the movie however I fell asleep and I had a dream: I drempt that I was having a baby and it was by HIM.Yes him again. WTF is going on with me? This shit is crazy. Anyhow, his entire family was happy in the dream but he was on some. "if you have it imma dead u both" and I was all crying in my dream :( more ugh moments. First the crying and thinking of him through 27 dresses now this. What does all of this mean?

I Cried Today...

So my cable in my apt at school hasn't been set up yet and I'm left to watching DVDs while I'm at home. Yesterday I was on campus and bought 27 Dresses. I've been meaning to watch it for some time now but never got around to it. It was on sale for 9.99 & ya just can't beat that.

For those of you who haven't seen it...in short it's about this girl/woman who is in love with planning weddings, putting people first, and not giving her own life a shot. She was hopelessly in love with her boss, who later on fell for her sister, and she ended up planning their wedding. Until a journalist came along, played the shit out of her by exposing her obsession with attending weddings via the NY journal, but then in the end stole her heart and they got married.

yada yada yada with the little information. At the end of the movie I was so happy for her that she finally got what she wanted and was able to attend her own wedding with the one true guy she loved.

Then all of a sudden, I began to cry!!! Don't even know what that was about. I don't usually cry when I watch chic flicks, I rather enjoy them. Then I got to thinking about that person...
& my heart felt broken all over again. Sure it's been 5 months now and I'm feeling a lot better. I never really cry-well except for today. But it's still there. I still think of him on the daily and wonder why...ugh...
Love is a loosing game! :/