Sunday, November 30, 2008

Back On My 95% Grind.

Okay so yesterday I made it seem as though I had a completely sucky day and in all actuality I didn't.

I went to work, and then decided to drop by one of my best friend's house. This particular friends happens to be little cousin to my ex. Every year around Christmas and Thanksgiving she makes this awesome special recipe jello that I love yum yum. So after work yesterday I went to pick up myyyy jello.

When I got there it was her, her mommy-whom I like to call my aunty :)- and her little cousin. Seeing them made me soooo happy because over the last three years they r people I have grown to love.

Anyhow, I got some awesome grub from my aunt, some banging jello from my friend, gave lots of hugs and kisses, and went home.

Once I got there, that's when things fell apart. My friend had told me to watch Neyo's new video "Mad" and that it would make me cry because it made her cry. Here you guys can take a look.

Neyo- Mad

As I started watching the video man I began to cry. The song was sad, the video was heartbreaking, and I felt that 5% creep up on me.

Seeing them, whom I see as family now, just made me miss that part of my life terribly. Pretty much one person ruined it all for me, but I guess he was the most important factor huh? Because they all came with him. Anyway, it is what it is.

"I'm convinced that we black women possess a special indestructible strength that allows us to not only get down, but to get up, to get through, and to get over.”-- Janet Jackson.

6 inspirations:

Da Hunni Toya said...


Gucci-Vuitton Don said...

lol go head get that jello! I just broke up with my girlfriend today. She was cheating on me and then when I confronted her about it she broke up with me and she said I was stressing her so I'm heartbroken

Ava Dior said...

Love the song.
I know what that 5% is like.
You'll get through it.

Everytime you reach 5% just take one off.

Make it your 4% next time.

A.M. said...

@gucci-vuitton don:
Effin crazy. Damn ya gurl is like a dude. She really tried to flip the script on u and make u feel bad.
About the broken heart, this is what I always say...we all have to have a chance to feel that. N when I think so many other people r going through the same thing, I feel better.

@ava dior:
Crazy u should say that cause I've been thinking the same thing. Ever cry I get a lot better :)

Melody.Darlene said...

im gonna have to peep this video when i get home... cant be crying at work! AND my flow is supposed to start soon, so u already know how that goes... EMOTIONS TAKIN OVER! hahah!

StarzGazR said...

Honestly ne-yo doesnt make anything but HITS! he just knows how to hit the spot.
If you can, listen to his new CD to a song called " Fade into the background" that shit is crazy!!