Dia of Thanks!!!

Funny I was just talking about Charlie Brown this morning &&&&&&&&&&&& he's a part of the GOOGLE sign.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!

Some Randomness :/

Blogging via the blackberry, nothing really important to say except...let's see...I'm still alive.
Ummm...I'm looking forward to seeing the Google sign on Thurs, yea I know I'm a major lame lol.
Currently listening to the radio and I noticed that I don't know the words to any of the songs...sad man! I'm usually up on my lyric shittt lol. School has really got me under it's belt.
Anyhow, hope you guys are all doing well.

A Reflection...

OH-M-GEE!!!! Where have I been right? sigh! Haven't really blogged since my birthday back in September...2 months ago. A bit has changed since then...Shall we start from the most important?!

I'm currently finishing up my FINAL TEMPLE EXPERIENCE & I'm loving it. When the semester started I was excited to get it over with, but as the time wares on I'm realizing that my college life will be over in a month, and that's it :/... :-)
My classes, like I shared before are Aerobics, American Lit 2, tennis, World literature( my senior sem class), and Law in American Society.

I bitched about Aerobics in the beginning but that class is so BITCHING lol ♥ it. I get my work out in man. American Lit 2 I could actually do w/o it but since it is a requirement for my major, I have no choice. As far as tennis goes, yo I'm bout to take Serena Williams out LOL...Not so much, but never the less the class is crazy fun and my game has improved. My Law class is okay, just a lot to remember. World Literature...HAWTT!!!! I'm actually enjoying writing my senior paper of 25 pages. I'm covering this novel...

Over all in the class we're studying authors who write cosmopolitan novels, ie world literature. I choose Adichie because I felt most connected to her and her Nigerian experience :-)

Besides school I'm just on my work grind... hoping to be promoted at my job once I gradute and head back to NYC. Don't really go home much though because I'm focused on what I need to get done here.

I think my friendships are suffering a bit, but it's all for the best right? They will have me back in a month.

Relationships? The boyfriend and I broke up a day after my birthday. Maybe I'll share that at another time...& so it goes :/

Living my dream. Besides all that. I found this song that is currently playing on my blog, I Choose You by Ryan Leslie.. ♥ it.

Where is that guy?! the one who will CHOOSE ME? I think I might just know... or maybe I don't hmm...

Gonna check your blog out now! Here I come!

It's The Cookie Monster!!!

Haven't been around in awhile. Lots to share, but no time to share it :/

Cool GOOGLE sign though :)

:)

Happy Birthday 2 me; a Virgolicious Woman Pt.2

This Virgolicious woman turned 22 today.. WOOPIEEEEEEEEE!!!!! I swear, my birthday is my favorite past time :) I'm just happy to be around another yr. This yr I just wanna keep things nice and simple. Let's see how that works out lol...but in the mean time, I like to think SHE Was singing this for me hehe...

My 21st yr is officially OVER! :/

So my lovelies, it's my final hr. of being 21 :) Remember how it all started last yr? I was super excited, went to Vegas, did so much...it's funny how quickly a yr can fly by.

This birthday isn't going to be as specticular as the last one, but I'll still keep you guys posted. Just kinda want it to be simple. Looking forward to spending time with my closet friends and family.

I've been in this weird kinda mood today too...for this particular reason, and it's funny I would find a song to display it riggghtt? Here goes...

Ciara- I Found Myself



Seriously guys...I've been learning some serious lessons lately. I think the lesson of my 21st yr is
No one owes you ANYTHING!!!

I think the sooner people realize this...the happier we will all be because then we will stop depending on others for our happieness. Not a bad lesson to have learnt in my 21st yr huh...

wish me a KICK ASS introduction to 22!!!!!!

You Guys Didn't Think I forgot......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 MY BEY!!!!

The Rant...

Hmm...how about alot to share with you guys. Don't know where to start. This post may not be coherent, just know that I tried.

Best news of all, I'm back in college for my final semester. Was finally able to pay my bill off, get my other classes counted, and haul my butt back to Philly. Taking 5 classes 2 of which are Tennis and Aerobics. Tennis is fun but the Aerobics lady wants us to run for miles. I'm so not with it, we gotta get her out of here.

Lately been feeling like the only person I can depend on is my mother. In fact, I know that's the way it is. Friends, significant others, everybody....they are all full of the BS. Everyone offers to help, and when it's actually time to...they are no where around.

Oh yea, other classes are Law something, an American Lit, and a Capstone which is World Literature. That's gonna be a presentation with a final paper which has to be 25 pages. Man, I just wanna be out of this bitch already. Dec can not come fast enough.

Left my job in NY gonna be working at the one in Philly. I'm working on a promotion when i get back to NYC so I'll be doing some training here. Let's see how that goes, because only god knows, I'm gonna need a way to pay off all those loans once college is over.

My boyfriend- I'LL LEAVE THAT TOPIC FOR ANOTHER DAY! I'm having a happy day right now.

More greats? It's finally September which means my birthday is only in 9days. 22 here i come. I love my bday dearly.

I'm beginning to feel like this is just a big blah...but I think it's the way I feel. Alot is going on in my life in no particular order................

PREGUNTA?

WHY { INSERT CURSE WORD } are men not consistent?

Shit is mad annoying. It's like you meet a girl, try ya best to get her attention, do this do that, wife her, and then...SPLAT the excitment of it all is over. It's just all so fake to me. People will say whatever the hell they gotta do to get with ya ass and once they got you, that's it. Yo I'm tired of being the nice girlfriend to EVERYONE!!!! I see it over and over again, bitches get what they want and nice girls like myself...we get taken for granted...sigh

UGHHHH!!!!

Not The Best He Ever Had!!!

WTF!!!!



What is this shit about. Here I am like, "Drake is my Boo, he can get it" & then he turns up with this whack shit. The video made noooooo sense, and he rapped like once verse sigh....

VIDEO REMAKE!!!!!

Sweet Dreams or More like a Nightmare?

So I fell across my Bey's new video and I suppose I have mixed feelings about it. Check it out.

First off, she is always beautiful as usually. In fact, I feel like this album she looks really youthful. The dancing was cool, love it when she is always wineing up all over the place lol. Her waist and hips are sick!!!! did ya'll see that?

But seriously, her videos do bore me now. She is always on set somewhere. I mean i guess, if she wants to make a video for every song that's what she's gotta do, but it bores me. This one gets a 6 out of 10. She is Bey, and can do wayyyy better.

TODAY!

I ♥ it



Happy Independence Day!!!!

It's My Bey!!!

You know, no matter what kind of day I'm having, seeing this woman always cheers me up. New video,

Beyonce-Broken Hearted Girl

I'm Back... For Good!!!

Whose been horrible blogger? I've been a horrible blogger. I think I've just been too lazy to do it. Won't even say its from being busy, because I'm writing this as I journey to work on the subway. Anyhow, I'll give you guys a mini rundown.

Well...it's Monday morning folks and I'm sick. Didn't really want to go to work but decided it would be best if I went. Things were so bad yesterday{shout out to the best BFF ever who stayed w/ me all day}, I was gonna go to the ER, thankfully I'm feeling a bit better now.

Work has been work, been putting in a lot of hours there which may account for me not feeling so well.
School's almost over, took one of my finals, business management, on Sat. Morning. It was eaaassssyyyyy!!!! :) just one more to take tomorrow morning, Philosophy, and I'll be school freeee!!!! SIKE! I'm actually trying to take four classes this summer, anything to be done by December. {Side note: damn it just missed my 2nd train, guess I'm def gonna be late for work...oh welllzzzz}

Things are still going awesomely well with the boyfriend, did I tell you guys he is like too good to be true?!?!?! I love it. I'm gonna go out there and say, I think this is my first grown up relationship. We have an awesome time together and respect each other's time, space, and individuality...something I've never had in the past. Plus, he spoils me like the brat I truly am. Adore him!

I guess that's it for now and once I get home I'm catching up on EVERYONE'S blog.
Adios mis amigos!

MOMMIES!!!!

My mom is a neverending song in my heart of comfort, happiness, and being. I may sometimes forget the words but I always remember the tune. ~Graycie Harmon
Isn't that the truth though ya'll. I can honestly say my mom and I fall in and out all the time. sometimes I may forget how to voice how much she means to me, but the tune is truly always in my heart. That being said, Happy Mother's Day to my mommy and all you blog mommies out there.

But wait, you guys didn't think I forgot riiggghhhtt...



I thought the particular google sign was so soft, feminine, and so mommyish :^) ♥ it/

Weekend Wash

The weekend was a wash and I mean that literally. It really rained alllll weekend. It started since Friday and hasn't stopped since. Consequently, we couldn't even take the doggy to the park on Sunday morning but we did make it to the baby shower, which was iight. Sat went to class and did dinner with my boyfriend...just the regular and Fri shopped with the BFF, always a good time.

This week has been a quiet one, especially since the rain has been here. School is fun though. Later on, I'm gonna share a philosophy theory I learned with you guys...loves it. I think if we all thought that way, we would be way happier people.

Catch ya'll later :)

I've Been Tagged!!!

I was tagged by my dearest Vixen, so here gooooeess...

8 Thing I'm Looking Forward To:

1) Graduating in December with my bachelors...can't wait man.
2) Starting grad school right after that


3) My 22nd birthday...
4) The presents I will receive on my 22nd birthday lol
5) Going to Thailand sometime in the future
6) Starting the magazine :/
7) Being in love :) I've got an excellent candidate in my BF
8) Having that, "yep! I'm good" feeling.

8 Things I Did Yesterday:

1) Went to my 9am sat morning class :/
2) Told my whack ass manager off...yep! :)
3) Enjoyed my boyfriend ;)
4) Had great Thai food with that said boyfriend :)
5) Re bumped my hair cause the rain made it flat...running out of things here lol


6) Took 4 showers. 1 in the morning, 1 before umm...1 after umm... And 1 to go
to bed :-)
7) Played sorority life.
8) Woke up in the middle of the night to clean my ears cause they itched

8 Things I Wish I Could Do:


1) Go to beyonce's summer concert
2) Be done with school this semester
3) Go someplace where its nice and warm with pretty beaches.
4) Give my boyfriend a hug
5) Find an interesting book to read
6) Not let stupid ass people determine what mood imma be in
7) See my baby cousins and favorite aunt in Guyana
8) Be in my warm bed right now(I'm blogging via the subway)

8 Shows That I Watch:

1) American idol
2) Lie to me
3) The #1 ladies detective
4) The golden girls
5) Anything on lifetime


6) The Cosby show
7) We TV bridal everything-platinum weddings, bridezilla etc.
8) Vh1 jump start. Awesome videos.

I'm tagging Jillian, Amber Alert and my sis KMX
Have fun ladies!!!

This Weekend

Iight!!! The weekend is here again, and I've got a neeewww agenda. As we speak, I'm working on my take home business management exam, but I guess I'm not since I'm blogging.

Tmorrow, Saturday, Imma just take my ass to that 9 a.m. class AGAIN, then venture off to work. After, UUUUUUUUU know what I'm gonna do!?!?! Spend some time with the boyfriend. We've had a busy week and haven't seen each other since Monday, so tomorrow we're gonna probably grab something to eat and do some "catching up" hehe.

Sunday, my one and only day off, the BFF and I are going to yet another baby shower but we're also gonna take her doggy Dominoe to a doggy event in Central Park. Can't wait. Definitely will be taking pictures.

Besides all that stuff, today was an okay day. Went to work, rocked it there, and then went out with my BFF. We just chilled, went to the book store, that kinda thing. It was kinda pouring in the NYC today though.

Oh yea, I went to Pet Co and ate a doggy cookie hahahhahahah. It taste like real food ya'll.

Anyhow, see you guys on Monday, and HAPPY MAY!!!!!

Weekend Fun

I'm getting really sucky at this blogging thing huh? Like seriously, I'm about to update you guys on last weekend, and the new weekend is here.

Anyways, like I said I had a dinner/movie date with the BF. I sure do love me some

California Pizza Kitchen

I got my Jamaican Jerk Chicken Pizza as usually and my BF got a Thai pizza. If you guys have never been, you really should go :)

After that, we ventured over to like the only theatre that wasn't sold out and saw



I don't care what any of ya'll say, it was really good and I think she did a good job. I think it's just hard for people to differentiate between her and whomever she is playing because DUHHHHH, she's Beyonce. My boyfriend said it was another version of swim fan, but he liked it none the less...think it was because he was with me :) lol.

On Saturday I went to class, work, and then ventured off to one of my close friends baby shower.


Proud Mommy to be


Daddy to be loving the present I got them


Awww...she even cried, all those hormones lol


and there was lots of laughs too


Us Girls!!! guess who is the only one not prego in this pic. Ya damn straight, MY ASSSS :)


New friend, Cece



Yep, I sure did enjoy that 85 degree weather while it lasted

After that, Sunday was a drag. Mother nature slapped me in the face, but it's okay cause after that baby shower with all those other prego women...it was exactly what I needed.

Can't wait for this wknd!!!

Tears?

3:06 AM and I'm still up :/ Was actually gonna wait to post until tomorrow to give you guys a highlight of my weekend, but something happened.

I couldn't sleep at all so I got on FB. I'm telling you, I'm really beginning to hate that site. It shares too much with me that I'm not concerned with knowing. As I was looking over my home page, I came across an ex's photo album that just got me sooo upset. Weirdest thing, I even cried...what the hell was that about. I mean I swear, i love where my life is right now. I have an awesome boyfriend who gives me butterflies every time I see him and he treats me better than anyone I've ever been wit, so the reason for the tears are unexplainable. But then again I also cried while watching two different shows tonight so maybe this might have something to do with my little gift mother nature bestowed upon me today...hmph. I sure hope so because a yr after all that bullshit, I'm so not tryna revisit n e of it.

Yea, It's Da Wknd Baby!!!

3AM blogging, yep that's me. Nothing really new. Just gearing up for the weekend...ITZZZZZ FRIDAY!!! Let's see, what do I have planned...

For one, it's pay day, which is always a good thing even though my check is already gone and it's not even in my hands yet. Friday's work as usual, but as soon as I get done, it's date night with the BF...he really rocks my world guys :)

On Saturday gonna drop in on my Business class at 9am-yep sucks- and then venture off to work for a bit. After that, did someone say Baby Shower Time?!?!?! Yep, my friend Jodi is having a baby girl, Madison, and her babyshower is on Saturday afternoon. After that, I might chill with my co-worker at some sort of function which is suppose to have lots of Jamaican food. I'm already seeing Imma be needing to wear some nice flowy tops this wknd lol.

Sunday is gonna be a day off, but since I have a test on Tuesday, I will probably use it for studying from the comforts of my bed.

Did I mention it's gonna be beautiful on these days???? Well it is, 80 degree weather baby. Soooooo, I think I'm just gonna be a picture whore this weekend especially since I'm gonna be seeing all my girlfriends...WOOP WOOP

These Are My Plans, & I'm Sticking To Them!!!

1/2 Way Through April...

SMH hard that this is actually my first post for the month of April and it's half way through. The quickest update ever, since I'm actually not in the blogging mood.

-My BFF turned 25 two weeks ago. That went well. Her other BFF and I took her to a Spa and we did some other birthday things. No pictures!

- Last weekend went to Atlantic City with the BF. Good times, and very relaxing. Got to do some shopping, relax, and just have fun with each other. No pictures!

-Work is good. I've been having more responsibilities their lately, makes the job more interesting.

Yep, and I think that was pretty much my last three weeks...sigh

What you guys been up to since I've been MIA?

Partna Lemme Up Date Ya!

so where have i been since Thursday?

Ahh the weekend was calm. Just went to work, my usual deal. Fri was pay day, woop woop! Except I can't find my check, never got direct deposit...don't quite like it, I know it's silly. Hopefully I'll find it soon cause a girl needs her dough.

Sat instead of going to school i slept in, yep, probably as my professor did the week before last when she missed class. Hung out with the boyfriend in the morning, went to work, and then after did our Apple Bee's ritual for dinner...

!!!

Sunday was a regular day, volunteered to go to work, put my hours in there, and went on home. Today was pretty much the same.

On a brighter note my BFF's B-Day is on Thurs and I'm super excited. Hopefully we can make her day a bit special. she always has a b-day dinner on Sat, so we'll see how that goes...sure it's gonna be fun.

Well off to doing more nothingness with myself, just thought I should stop in and up date you guys

Please Don't Stop the Music

Soo I'm listening to music, and they are some random songs I just can't get enough of. Maybe cause I can place them at different phases of my life. For example phase 1:

Jamie Foxx, Overdose



Where the hell were you guys when I was on that "him" drug, thank god that shit is ova. but LUVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVsss this song.

Went into my phase 2 of thinking

Letoya Luckett, Not Anymore



Yep...Finally realized, " i deserve somebody that'll treat me right."

& now, I think I might have just found him...

Keri Hilson, Knock you down.


Yess my friends, my ass is currently on the floor.

The latter of the songs, usually when I'm listening to it, I just think, "awww it's nice to really care for someone that much," but seeing the video puts a completely new spin on the song. The video version was def my life 2 months ago. Happy i picked "my Neyo" ♥...sorry Kanye!

Another Monday pt 2.

Today was an awesome day. I got to sleep in until 11am because i didn't have to go to work until later. Things got even better when I got there and found out that I'm one of the top sellers in Manhattan, yet again. I beat some more ass in sales and journeyed on to see the BF.

Tonight was movie date night and weeeee decided to see...

It was good enough. Kinda started off slow, didn't really like that. However, once the action got started, it was grrreeeaatt!!!

Besides that, just here at 12:40am getting ready for my Tuesday. School then work. Hope your Tuesday is ultra fab :)

Emailing Is Da New Craze Gurl, Try It!!!

You guys won't believe this BS. I have a sat morning 9am class. I take the subway to school, NYC ya know.

My train was super messed up today. It usually takes me 25 mins to school, today it took me an hour and 10mins.

WHY IS CLASS CANCELED???

Has home girl never heard of emailing? I could have been asleep for at least an additional 4 hrs. And to top it off, I switched with a bunch of people at work today because I wanted to go in right after class. Now I have two hrs of nothing to do. Can't even do shopping. Stores do not open at 9am.

Anyhow, its whateva. My outing yesterday with the bestie was the best. Awesome times, can't wait until her birthday which is in less than 2 weeks. Woop Woop :)
Happy Saturday ya'll :)

WHOOOOPYYYYY!!!!

It's the first day of SPRINNGG!!


The 1st Day of Spring Google Sign ♥ it

So to celebrate, I'll be doing laundry on my 1st day off in 11 days, stuffy nose and all :/ lol...Nah, that's not the highlight of my day. Gonna actually meet up with my BFF. We're gonna do some light shopping and then get some Pizza from California Pizza Kitchen, I love that place.

Hope you guys are enjoying your Friday. What chu up to???

Hump Day...

...Well over the hump day that is. It's Wednesday, and I'm sick again less than 2 months later. I have a stiff neck, WTF is that about?! My throat hurts, but that thera flu stuff really works, and my head is banging sooo hard. Tough times man.

Anyway, the day was a retarded one, except for when I got to see My Conway, the BF. Went to work, it was overbearing, and I'm starting to not like it there. It's like an effin' blonde take over. chick came up to me today all apologizing. I guess after she found out she was wrong. Told her how I felt and left it like that.

Came home with my head hurting and then My Conway came over and kept me company...Yep he's the best. After that i took a nap, watched some Top Model, Lie to Me, and American Idol.

Anyhow, Imma get back to my neck exercises right now cause it really hurts :/

Night guys!

You Can Hate Me Now...

For everyone who expects this from me here goessss


Happy St. Patty's Day Guuuyyyss

To be honest though, I didn't even know it was St. Patricks Day until I got to work around 12, SMH. Today was kind of a sucky day. I went to school, that was okay except I felt sick all day, until I went to work. Work always makes me feel better, I know crazzy right?! Except, when I got there the drama started to unfold.

So I have this blonde co-worker who got the job because she knows our District Manager. She get hours no one else gets, well except for me cause I'm so great hahaa, and has been flaunting around for the last two weeks.

Anyhow, I am usually our top seller, but it doesn't matter to me because we get NOTHING for that. Well this little lady came and got to be top seller because I went away for 4 days remember? I came back to work and obviously regained my spot. You know what this heffa did, told my manager that I stole her sale of a suit.

EXCCCCCCCCCCCCCUUUUUUUUUUUUSEEEEEE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

Nah, homey you got the wrong one. I told my manager straight up, "I asked him if anyone helped him, he said no, and I put it under the house number which is certainly not my number." What a sore loser. I hate stuff like that because I am always on the go at work and I work hard because I'm a sociable person who loves to help others. Now Imma be at work tomorrow with the ill tude like, "let's see who is gonna sell $4,000 for ya ass in one day now!"

BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.....

Remember these quotes I gave from back in Jaunary...

The next time u have an opportunity to be offended, think of it as an opportunity to develop your character


When u allow what someone says to offend u, you're giving away your power.

I am certainly not going to give away my power. In fact, this inspires me. Now I'm gonna do even better, luvs it :)

like my homey Mase says, "you can hate me noww....." ya'll know the rest lol.

Another Monday

Before I get into it, you know what I've noticed? Everyone in the blogging world is slowly starting to fade away. No one blogs anymore :/

But anyway, I'm trying to keep up with it just a little bit. Today was good. Work, came home, and then went out to dinner with my boyfriend. Always good times with him :)

Had my 2nd favorite guy, daddy comes first ALWAYZZZ, my favorite thai food, and good laughs. What more could a girl ask for.

I ♥ it :)

My Letter to the World

Dear World,

I'd like to point out to everyone out there, I'm a woman but at times I'm still a girl. I'm a 21 year old who has honestly never had any major issues. Sure I've had a heartbreak here or there, but everyone has to go through those.

My family life is great, I have awesome friends, I do well with my goals and ambitions, and for the most part, I get along well with others.

I think this is when people try to put me on a pedestal. Hello to everyone out there, can I pllllleeeeaaasseeee be allowed to mess up too!!!. I'm still learning.

I don't always know how to handle situations well but I try. I can honestly say, the things that I do or might have done do not come from a place of hate, anger, or intentional dishonesty...it simply comes from a place of inexperience.

Sometimes, In making the right decision for myself, I go about executing it in the wrong way, for that.... I am sorry.

I'm a work in progress ya know, and my mistakes have just started being made. All I can do, is learn from them and move on.

Sincerely,
A.M.

No HO, You Turnin' Me Off!!!

Okay, so everyone knows I'm the biggest Bey obsessor ever. Like we're really gonna get married one day and have 10 kids lol. This chick Keri Hilson, I was actually feeling her too. I even had her "Turning Me On" song on my blog for a lil bit. But yea, she has officially turned me off, how bout that.

Homey reall went and made a diss song towards my Bey, SMH.

Take a listen

NOT COOL!!!

I actually liked her, but that's over. The support is done with and if that was some sort of scheme for publicity or to sell records, come on...how many Beyonce fans did you just loose..ahh LOTS homey. IT was just retard.

Okay, I've vented. Besides that stuff. I'm back from GA, studying for a Philosophy exam, so I'll be sure to be back really soon.

:)

The Run Down

I've been gone for 2 whole weeks and have missed you guys like CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! Don't even know where to start, but I guess school would be good.

As you guys know I'm not at Temple this semester but I am taking two classes while I am at home, just to keep my brain active ya know. I love my business management class, makes me wanna smack my ill equip managers every time I see them SMH. Philosophy is CRAZZZZYY, truly gives you lots to think about. I like that class a lot. Speaking of managers though, work is crraazzzy, can you guys tell that's my new word.

Life at Club Monaco I tell ya. Managers are getting fired left, right, and center. I hate having to adjust to new bosses who obviously don't know your needs. Thank God I'm dipping out just in time because...

I've got a 4:40 PM flight out of this bitch of an ice box called NY. Yes, my lovelies, I'm going to GA today and super excited about it :) My daddy is graduating from a medical program, sooooo proud of the man, he's worked soooo hard over the last four years. his graduation is tomorrow so I'm making my way on down. Excited to see him, my family, and my God sister. Best part though the weather there is in the 70's It's gonna be 75 tomorrow and 77 on Sat....CRAZZZZYYYYY lol. Can't wait, especially for the awesome food. Speaking of food though...

I've been eating A LOT of it lately. I can just feel my ass and thighs getting bigger, but i must say...I likey hehe.

Biggest news of all though, 2 things. I'm starting a magazine, it's something I've been wanting to do for about 2 yrs now but finally feel inspired enough to do it. I'll be launching it as a website so you guys can look out for that sometime in the spring. Other news, I've got a boyfriend now. He's awesome and I'm super excited about him. I guess I'm super excited about a lot these days huh!

See that smile on my face? It's a niccee genuine one :)

That's everything summed up in a nutshell, will be sure to go into details on a few things next time around. Off to your blogs I go :)

P.S. Yes everyone, i did see the google sign for Dr Seuss' birthday. Super wanted to blog that day just to share it hehe.

Untitled Pt. 1

Awww man. So here I am again. Haven't really been blogging so much during the month of Feb. It's not from a lack of info to share though, their is actually A LOT to tell, just can't right now.

Besides that, just here blogging via my blackberry as I study for my 1st business management test on Sat.

What have you guys been up to?

My Happy Ending!

So Friday night I went to see "Friday After Next," but of course it was sold out so I ended up seeing

It was actually really good, that movie is the truth, and should be the bible on how to treat men...FA REAL!!! It kind of reminded me of the book obviously but had a lot of input of that book, "How to Think Like A guy" as well. I recommend it. I always come away with stuff from movies, well ones with a narrative voice anyway. Words I got from this one?

Maybe the happy ending is...Moving On.

what does that mean to me?
Moving on is definitely a good thing. A person can be stuck in a situation and he/she will hang on because he/she thinks it may get better or he/she is just too scared to move on. Well moving on can be your happy ending because you're no longer stuck in that situation and you're free to explore new things,new people, not limit youtself, and i guess just be happy...

my happy ending has finally arrived ;-)

XOXOXOXO

you guys know I had to do it, i ♥ these signs.

Happy Valentines Day my lovlies. I hope you all know not just today, but everyday I love you guys!!!

IIGHT!!!

It'a 1:44 in the AM, and I'm listening to my favorite Rap songs. The people who know me would never think I'd be into these songs, but I like to think of them as my guilty pleasures. I am against everything they represent. Pimping, hoeing, tricking, cheating, degrading, BUT I EFFIN' ♥ them!!!!

#1 Lil Wayne- Workin em



#2 jim Jones- Baby Girl


#3 - Lil Wayne Brand New


#4 - Jay Z, Song Cry



#5. T.I Freak Though

Freak Though (Featuring Pharrell) (Explicit Album Version) - T.I.
okay here goes a #6

Currency, Where The Cash At

One Sick Puppy

Okay so I take that back about the sore throat germ kicking rocks. I think him and all the other germs in my body need to jump off a cliff.

Yesterday I bought some Tylenol Cold Multi Symptoms, used it in the day time, and still didn't feel better. Hence, work was miserable. However, when I got home, I had a pack of Tera Flu with the Tylenol Cold night time and was OUUUUTTTT!!!

Good part is, I woke up this morning feeling better. My throat doesn't hurt anymore, it's just all clogged up now and itches. I'll take itching over burning any day though. Ugh, but now I also have a cough, head hurts a bit, and I don't feel so energetic.

Off to work I go though, gotta, even though I'm

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One Sick Puppy

Where Have I Been You Ask Pt 2.

Effin' sick and it sucks. All I wanna do is crawl into my bed but that obviously isn't an option with me having school and work today.

Mannnn, I hope the sore throat germ kick rocks!

It's The Weekend...Well kinda!

It's the weekend but might as well be a week day. Here I am, sitting in my 9am Saturday morning, business management class. Its a pretty cool class, but you guys know how early Saturday mornings go. But my day doesn't end there, of course not.

After this, off to work I go. At least at the end of the day, I know I get to spend time with MY mystery guy(note to self I've gotta stop calling him that)

Tomorrow's a day off though. I've made the decision that I need to stop being so available to my job. Sunday is gonna be my one day where I don't have to work, don't have to go to school, just do things that interest me; like work on my special project.
Let's see how that all works out and this weekend.

What are you doing this weekend?

Where have I Been You Ask?

...Here, there, and everywhere! School has started as you guys know. The professors are major coolzz and the topics are fun. Just not looking forward to the test. As an English major, I write papers. Test taking isn't really my thing :/


Works okay, I get the hours I need to pay my bills.

Mystery guy is blowing my mind, ♥ him. We've been spending a lot of time together and he makes me really happy. That's all you get :)

Speaking of Mystery Guy after we watched the Super Bowl on Sunday, Poor Cardinals, we also watched my new favorite Sunday night show, Joel Osteen.

Sunday he simply spoke of how we limit ourselves when we really shouldn't. Don't stay in the well when you can venture into the pond, lake, river, or even Ocean :)He advices that we should stretch our faith. It's simple, if your vision increases, your ability to receive increases.
Pretty good words huh!
I'm out!

Check it Out!

WEll my lovlies, it's Friday...Woop Woop!!! It is the day of pay and I couldn't be any happier. Things are really working out over here. Except for my little friend who came to visit today.

Been listening to new music lately, and I'm really feeling these three songs.

Tierra Marie Ft. Pleasure P- Hung 4 You



Always liked Tierra Marie. She came out at the same time as Rihanna, but didn't quite get the love she deserved...here she goes again though, and i like it :)


But speaking of Rihanna, who insist on calling herself ReRe, she has a new song as well.

Rihanna- Emergency Room



This song is crazzzzyyy cool. the lyrics actually make me laugh, luvs it :)

but throwing a guy into the mix, I really appreciate Ryan Leslie, and this song is hot

Ryan Leslie- How It Was Suppose to Be


Besides the songs, last night I saw



I ♥ it!!! It was so funny, sad, inspiring, and real. I recommend it 110%.
I walked out the movie theartre a bit upset though. The ignorance that resides in the world is heartbreaking. Him and Pac could have been even more great than they already were.

It's okay though becausee....

the mystery guy was there to save the day, he was good movie company

Hope you guys enjoy Super Bowl Weekend, WOOP WOOP!!!!

Who are you cheering for?

A Crazy Kinda Week

Well my lovelies...I'm bacckk!!!!

Its been a very long week, and its only Wed morning. Here's what's new.
Although I've made the decision to take a semester off from Temple, I've also decided to take a few classes at a local college in NYC. Although it was a chore getting in, I was able to as a result of my Uncle teaching there. It's only two classes,business management and a philosophy. However, taking those two, I will be able to take a few in the summer, and then finish up my last semester at TU in the fall :) that worked out nicely.

I received a better job opportunity, full time, but with school I wasn't sure if I would be able to do it. It's right up my alley in the communications field. Hopefully its still something I can get into.

Besides that stuff, just happy that things are working out. Now that I'm settled at work and school is in order, I can start on my special project :)

Off to your blogs I go. I've got some catching up to do :)

Random: Pt. I Lost Count

"Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase."

This was the quote I used the other day by Dr. King. I never really got into why it speaks to me, but it really does.

Since the last semester ended, I have been doing everything in my power to get back into school. However, that wasn't working out so I took a leap of faith and decided to stay home hoping everything would work out okay. So far, a lot of positives have happened. They are still in the process of going through, and if they do happen for me, I will be sure to tell you all about it.

I was watching my favorite Sunday evening show again, its my little time I have to connect with the man upstairs, and that message was also a good one.

His topic this week was personal happiness, and here are a few quotes I like from that one:

-No person can take your joy, you have to give it away

-Never pray for god to change somebody else, ask for ya self.

-You've got to be determined to enjoy your life.

-When u allow what someone says to offend u, you're giving away your power.

-Accept the fact that no matter what you do, somebody won't be at peace with you

-You are an eagle. Don't waste your time fighting with crows. Just rise to an altitude the can't. iight, iight lol

The nexr time u have an opportunity to be offended, think of it as an opportunity to develop your character

Good stuff huh?!

On to the random! Yesterday I was getting on the train and this little kid was having a conversation with him mom, the cutest experience ever.

Kid: mommy I wish Obama was my daddy.

Mom: me to

Kid: really mommy, I love Obama.

Now that's something right there :-)

Seems a lot of movies are out right now right?! For some reason I find myself wanting to see all the chic flicks, which are totally making a comeback, might I add. I saw


Luvs its. I've always liked Anne and Kate. Anne in



&



and Kate in



Looking forward to seeing



&



"He's Just Not That Into You," also happens to be a book, did ya know?
I got the book about 4 yrs ago, and lemme tell you guys, its da truth. I suggest it to any of you.

Well so long...& enjoy your Sunday. I have a date to see the Biggie movie :)
CIAO

You Must Not Know Bout Me

Alrighty guys. I had a really cool post for you all, but you know shit happens so I feel the need to share this instead.

Like I've said, I'm taking the semester off at Temple and found someone to take over my room in my apartment. The ad I put up said the rent would be 650 furnished, and the person would be able to move in and start paying rent in Feb since I already payed the rent for January.

Found someone and she agreed to all the terms. The rent is really 600 but I added on 50 dollars for my furniture. I guess my whack ass roommate informed her that it's really 600 so now home girl decides to only deposit 1,200 into my account oppose to 1,300. When I asked her why, she said she thought the rent was 600.

1st WTF moment.

How could you think that? The post said 650, I told you 650, and you agreed to it. Then she goes, "well I thought the 50 dollars was for the furniture." So I straight up told her, "look! it's 650, what are you going to do? This is the way I wanted to rent my apartment and if you don't like it you have plenty of time to leave. You pretty much agreed on a price with me, moved into my house, decided what you wanted to pay, and then dictated that to me."

NAH HOMEY THAT'S NOT HOW IT WORKS!

So i text her at like 1am-my bad- and said I would be coming to get my stuff tomorrow morning at 9am. Sorry abut the inconvenience but it's the only time my parents could make to come and if I don't get to come tomorrow, I don't know when I will be able to get my things.

This bitch tells me, "you can get your things, but I will be asleep. It's inconsiderate for you to come at 9 in the morning. All of your stuff is packed up in the living room" In other words, you can't come in the room.

Yea, she must have fell and bumped her head.

I have payed the rent, cable, and lights for January which is still not over, and she is living it out for free, still didn't deposit her extra 50 dollars, and she is telling me that she can't wake up for 5 mins to have me inspect the room and sign the agreement.

I swear, if I was some kind of hood bitch she would be getting her ass kicked tomorrow morning at 9:00AM sharp. Now my mom is all upset about it and is really like, we have no problem giving her her money back and finding someone else because shit is ridiculous.

Don't even know why she made a big deal about it because regardless, I'm gonna do what I have to do tomorrow.

IIGHT!!!

President Barack Obama- He Ran So I Could Fly!!!

I love it that he is so personable & am so super proud to call him my president.

President Barack Obama, He's a Good look!

Breaking News!!!!

The Bestie has been found


& everything is A-Okay

Oh Where Oh Where Could My PYT Be!

Alrighty my BFF has gone MIA. Seriously, it's the weirdest thing. We talk everyday and its been three days since the last time we spoke. Worst part, I've called, texted, FB her, and no response. Not like her at all, its got me feeling like somethings wrong :-/

If I don't get a response by noon 2day, A.M. Is on the case.

Have you seen P.Y.T.?

Faith

"Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase." -Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.

These words couldn't be anymore true. With so much that has been going on in my life, highlighting these words for me is very important. Dr King was truly a great man with an influencial mind, heart and spirit.

Don't feel like blogging much today, but I felt it imperitive to do this :)

Everyday is Like Sunday

Today is turning into a pretty good day guys.

For one, let me start off by welcoming my new baby cousin into the world...YAY!!! My favorite aunt just had her 4th child last night and I'm sooooo super excited. I love him already :-). He's all the way in Guyana though so I don't know when I will be able to meet him. Probably not until the end of the year. :/ She has made an attempt to pick out a name for him, but we all think its whack, so hopefully she finds something better. Pictures coming soon ;)

On to the next, the birds are at war and these birds

wooped that Eagle ass. Woop woop!!! Soooo excited. I'm a sore loser okay, and since the Eagles took my Giants out last week, I'm all about revenge. In my book, I could care less who wins the Super Bowl, cause it ain't gonna be my team BUT guess what? It won't be the Eagles either hahhahah. K I'm done. What else.

I'm seeing someone.

Nah, you guys don't get more information than that lol...maybe later.

Just got in from work, gonna wrap my day up with some cleaning, laundry, and research for my special project. Be sure to share that with you guys soon as well.
Hope your Sunday is going as well as mine :-)

A Grown Up Kinda Day

So my day yesterday went went well. I wrapped everything up and went back to my house in an attempt to hide out from the 6 degree NYC weather. I swear, I think my brain is frozen, I hate it.I've always been a summer girl, so I'm officially starting my countdown to summer and their is only 4 months to go in my book.

I accomplished a good 99 percent of the things I wanted to do yesterday though, so that's good. The girl actually liked the apartment so now I don't have to worry about that anymore, just getting into school, which gives me extremely heavy boots.

I met up with my bff like I said I would, and it was nice catching up. Her newly married life has kept her kind of busy and we don't ever see each other anymore. So, over extremely cheap Thai food we had lunch and caught up. It was pretty good. We made a promise to try and do something together at least once per month :-)

Well my lovelies. I think I will wrap this up now. I'm out and about in the freezing ass city again, you think I would have learned my lesson from yesterday.

What are your plans for this weekend?

Some Kind of Friday

ello my lovely bloggers and blogettes. Its the weeeekend, but yet a busy as hell friday. A few updates on life?

I faced everything that was bothering me head on and was able to figure somethings out.

For school, I spoke with my uncle and he said I should pick some classes out that will be transferable back to Temple, and go to the school here in NYC and try to register as soon as possible. He says if I have any problems with that process, just give him a call :-)

Another problem was finding someone to replace me at my apartment in philly. My half of the rent is 600 and I surely don't wanna be paying that while I'm living in NY, that makes no sense. Luckily, my roommate is okay with it. I put a post up on creighlist's, a sophomore responded, and she's going to see the house today. Let's cross our fingers that she likes it because I really don't want to be paying rent there in february.

Hopefully if this alll works out, I will be able to save an extra 800 dollars every month until Sept which would be AWESOME!!!

Besides that stuff, today is pay day. Woop Woop. And even though a cool 90 percent of my check is going to bills, I'm still thankful that I will be able to pay it.

To all my blogging homies out there with kids- ya'll get MAJOR props for doing such an awesome job. I don't know how you guys do it. Its such a struggle taking care of myself while trying to finance my life and school, getting help from my parents. You guys inspire me.

So off to bill paying I go. I'm actually meeting up with one of my BFFs today as well. Haven't seen her since my birthday in sept, so it should be nice.

Lots more to share, believe it or not. Soooooo... I'll be back :-)

Sometimes...

...when something scares me, I run and hide from it. That way I don't have to deal with the pressure and possibility of failure.

The Desire!

God will never give you the desire with out the ability.



I love how all my quotes are coming into use. So remember I told you guys I had important news to share with my mom. Well I told her.

As you guys know, I attend Temple U in Philly. My financial aid from last year SUCKED. Therefore, fall semester my bill got out of hand. I still owe my school that money. So in order to go back this semester, I would have to pay that obscene amount off and then still have to pay the same thing for Spring semester. so...

I decided to take the semester off :(

God knows it's something I don't want to do, because I LOVE school. However, since I live in NYC I was thinking during the months off while I get my bill together, there is lots of things I could do. Like find an internship, work on my writing, and work on a SPECIAL PROJECT :) , tell you guys more about that later.

But like I said, "God will never give you the desire without the ability," and luckily he has given me the ability to be resourceful. My Uncle is a professor at a CUNY here in NY. So instead of going back to Temple this semester, hopefully I can take classes at his college, save myself about $8,000, and not have to take the semester off. I would be in NY and able to still do an internship and work.

I'm so excited that things SEEEEM to be working out. Those of you who believe in prayer, please say one for me. I'd appreciate it. I really want to do my thing, and be done with school. It's sad that in our society today, a person can't even go to school when they want to...

Keep Your Fingers Crossed Guys

Sleepy Eyes

Today was a loooong day, too sleepy to type. Tell you more tomorrow.

Sweet dreams

Cause I'm Dreamin' Pt.3

The weekend is finally over, and its time to get back to the business of the week. Just worked this weekend. Changed my hair color to black cause the brown has been boring me lately. Watched my Giants get there ass kicked by the whackass eagles which is very heartbreaking.All of my teams are officially out, so there goes my football season, a big effin" flop. Besides that stuff I've been dreaming a lot, AGAIN, lately. Last night I seriously had 3 dreams in a row.

The first, summed up, dealt with nail polish. In my dream, my job had a spa. My manager went to the spa and wanted to use this nude nail polish, couldn't find it, and asked around, "does anyone know where the polish went?" Just then my co worker volunteers that she saw me STEAL the polish, so my boss gives me a write up. However, it was obvious in my dream that she was lying but she's a co worker I actually like. I was all crying and stuff because I knew I didn't steal the polish. Weird dream.

Meaning of Dream
Couldn't find it :/
Then I drempt that I was pregnant, which also made me sad. I had this big ass belly...ugh. It was gross. And not to sound ignorant like pregnancy is disgusting, because then I would be a dumb ass. I just feel like, their is a right time for everything, and its not MY time for that yet.

Meaning of Dream
To dream that you are pregnant, symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing. You may not be ready to talk about it or act on it. This may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal.


After that....hehe...I continued to dream that I was heavily laying the smooches on this guy, the one who got me "Grover Goes to School,"my favorite childhood book, for christmas. Hmm...it was really intimate too.

Meaning of Dream
To dream of a kiss, denotes love, affection, tranquility, harmony, and contentment.
So at the end of the day, we are left with stealing, pregnancy, and sexxy kisses.

What ya"ll think? :)

When I Grow Up...

I wanna be just like this lady right there...

Queen Gorgo of Sparta
YO she is one bad bitch. My best friend and I were watching 300 tonight, one of our favorite movies, and we always adore her. Talk about a WOMAN. Her man respected her, her country respected her, and she did what she had to do. She was cut throat in some parts,



Now that's a woman, GOT HIM!!!

& the beginning when she gave her husband the nod to be done with the Persian messenger...yea, I love her. hehe

But besides that, we just did a bunch of running around today. We went to my BFF's job, got some Thai food, bought some stuff from Club Monaco, and ventured home to play



HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Besides the windy ass NYC weather, we had a pretty good time.
Today Was a Good Day!!!

Random Pt....I've lost count!

The last two days have been really slow over here in NYC...trust me. Therefore, there is nothing eventful to report on. The most exciting thing that happened to me, or lack of was missing out on buying a pink jewelry box at my store which was on sale for 9.00 from 125.00...oh that made me upset.

Today was a day off so I just chilled with my BFF, we're having another one of our sleep overs :-) She is the primary reason I love being home from school.

There are some SERIOUS decisions I've made though but I figure I'll share it with my mom before getting on here and PSAing it. Hopefully she takes it well.

Other than that, just happy to be having a productive New Year thus far and SUPER EXCITED that my Sissy is back, ♥ her.

Oh yea, if you guys haven't heard this song by Bey, check it out it's called

Roc



♥ it. It's so mushy and she even mentions the hubby's name in it. That's a change huh? Just enjoying my new found ability to listen to Sad or mushy love songs and smillleee.

& so It goes...

So I didn't think I would be using those quotes I posted two days ago this quickly, but here I go. It's officially confirmed. Yes homey is in a relationship and that's that. Sure as hell not gonna spend MORE time of my life chasing after another man, wonder what if, how, when, all that stuff. The bottom line is, "when someone leaves your life they are no longer a part of your destiny," & he is no longer apart of mine. In fact I'm super proud of myself for just asking and now I know for sure.

Besides that...
Just chillin' with my besty, she always makes me feel better.

you guys ever heard this song?

& So It Goes



What I'm currently jamming to. Although it's sad, it always makes me feel better.

Dispite this MINOR set back...2009 is still jamming and I'm still looking forward to it.

This is My Time!

UPDATE
I found out that "the crush" may actually have a girlfriend. Notice how that crush went into quotes right? If I feel like I am being wronged, my feelings for a person will severely change. Because of this, he may be put on the "People Not Making it into 2009" list. Sure he may have had a few days, but it's never too late for him to get on there. But I've decided it's just best to ask and be sure.

I think it's important for me to speak up. I am not a little girl, I have to take hold of my own life.

I was listening to this preacher tonight on t.v. and he was speaking the truth. Here are a few things he said that spoke to me:

- The people who walk out of your life, let them go. Your destiny is not tied to the people who walk away.

- Too many people are trying to ride a dead horse, dismount.

- Don't try to get people to stay in your life, you're only delaying the inevitable.

- When someone leaves your life, they are no longer a part of your destiny.

- God will give you people who are FOR you not WITH you.

- God will always bring the right people into your life but you gotta let go of the wrong ones to make room for the right ones.

- You don't need people in your life who are enabling a dysfunction.

- You don't need people to do things for you, you are equip

- God will never give you the desire with out the ability.

- Me and God are a majority

He just made me feel so much better. About past situations and about this particular one. I'm able to know that, It's okay to let go of things and with the present situation, if it doesn't go how I would have liked, i can let go of that too.

In addition, i don't need anyone to do anything for me. I GOT It. Like the preacher said, "God will never give you the desire with out the ability."

I feel better already.

Crush On You

"It's cool, not tryin to put a rush on you
I had to let you know that I got a crush on you."

So ladies and gents, I've got a crush. HAHAHAHA. That's exactly how I feel about it...really smiley. Tryna keep it under wraps though. It's someone I dated in the past for a VERY short period of time. Things kinda fizzled out, don't know why, but I've realized that I still like him.

The problem is, I don't know if he may still feel the same. We still talk on the phone, flirt with each other, and our conversations are sooo stress free, funny, and just a good time. But I dunno.

I really want to put myself out there, but then again I don't. I guess this goes back to my new year's resolution of being more Aggressive.

So right now where we stand is, I like him, don't know if he still sees me that way. I feel like I use to have control of the situation but now I don't any more. Any advice guys and girls

...& In With The New (2009)

"We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called Opportunity and its first chapter is New Year's Day." ~Edith Lovejoy Pierce



This quote really speaks to me, and is exactly how I'm starting my New Year off. This year I'm ready to take all of the opportunities life presents to me. Opportunity for growth, wealth, happiness, love, whatever...I'm paying attention.

I didn't really make any resolutions because I figured, what's the point. I'm not going to make trivial promises to myself like,"I'm not going to curse anymore" or "I'm going to forget about him." It just ain't gonna happen.

So I've decide to be more abstract. This year I can only hope to be a bit more diligent, a lot less superficial, a lot more conscious, and a tad bit AGGRESSIVE. I strongly believe with all of these combined, I can sort of ease out of the troubles I had last year and make my life a much more fulfilling one. I'll be sure to inform you guys on when these particular "state of minds", if you could call them that, come into play.

So here's to a better you and a better me in...